Believing?

Feeling scared when I loose my mind
In all those exhaustingly sleepless nights
Spent over the damp pillow cover,
Under the thick blanket of fright.

Living through the wacky timeline of life
I catch my mind wonder if it'll all be alright
After hearing the row of indispensable words
Which their little girl has came to realize

When the clump of nerves bloom to grasp
The world of ripened intricacies of clasps,
It starts to pray to the fallen stars in hope of
The ship to survive the ocean in broken maps

Times which shake out smiles all across
From sudden clashing of words and thoughts,
Remind me the instances of bruising arguments
Echoing - waiting for the moment of remorse

Tales, songs, movies blow the horn of shallow
Love that can't be held in the cupid's arrows.
But the connected souls in the next room, make
Me believe in the notions the four-letters can show

It's a mutation of time heals, where the bond
Dwells deeper and engraves itself in the beyond
Of neverending and blossoming history of memories
Falling through the experiences of building fond.

What is love if not a mere feeling of peace forever
Adorned with brawls - here to give chance of understanding?